I'm itching for a new adventure. A lot. Siiiiigh.

I've been dancing a lot (surprise, surprise. I know). But, really. Been doing a good amount of events with the Haitian Company, Afoutayi. Following the tragic Earthquake in Haiti, my friends (and dance directors family) were brought over. We've been doing a lot of benefits for them. We also had a corporate gig in San Jose, which definitely qualified as a "sick day" from my day to day life. Oh, how I would love to just PERFORM to live. Last night, I did a tap improv piece at a benefit. It was pretty much awesome. I finally got a chance to do a call and response with a drummer. an amazing Puerto Rican drummer, at that. We just went for it, throw out some rhythms, and did a kick-ass job with it. My calling.... to a tap dancer Extraordinaire? I'm thinking yes.

I have another show with my Brazilian Company, Aguas Da Bahia, tonight. I wish all of my weekends were like this. Its really all I want to do.

Anyway, its already March (just about) and that really scares me. Oh well... just need to buy another plane ticket on a whim.

Current Musical Obsession, thanks to my amazing Mexican buddy in Copenhagen. <3 <3

Oh, Rainy SF...

Well, it is now 2010. Aren't we supposed to have hover boards and meals in pill form by now? Dammit, Back to the Future!!

The past week+ has been nothing but rain. Lots of Rain. Windy rain. All of a sudden hide under a garage door rain. Yes, all true. Not the best situation for a gal sans car. However, I manage. I have also managed to hibernate for most of this month due to said rain and a ridiculous desire to finish an online certification course I started. Yes, its all part of plan to be able to support myself in foreign lands. Its all good and dandy, I just want it DONE. Thus, locking myself in my room for hours on end or sitting in random cafes with WI-FI for hours on end. At least my laptop is getting good use. And my head feels like its gonna explode every now and then. Oh well, all in good time.

In between I've managed some good times and constructive brainstorming. Karaoke craziness, Vandella awesomeness, rehearsin' like crazy (stay tuned for info on a Haiti relief event), and lots of planning for a special needs dance class I WILL start in the next month. I'll have a life one day. Once the rain stops, I may pop my head out. Until then, my record player and note-taking nerdyness will continue to keep me company. Ooooh, that and Good Tea Sweet and Spicy flavor. Hot damn, that stuff is goooood!

Song of the moment...



Sing it, grrrrrrrrrrrl. <3

Times a changin...

So, Following the time spent with Family in San Jose for Christmas, etc, I went up to the Russian River with my friend Jennifer and her family. They have a house right on the river. It was coooold (spoiled bay area girl), but so nice to be away from this concrete jungle (Especially after being in Suburbia for a few days. I hate parking lots and strip malls more than i can say). Anyway... We were taking a hike one day in the redwoods- Beautiful, amazing trees and life that I don't get to see too often. now, this may be the itty-bitty hippy in me coming out, but I felt so at peace, so grounded. Connected to my surroundings, yes. But, even more so, actually connected with myself. Finally, all of the BS of the city, and the holidays, and artificial shit in life was stripped away, and I was able to just be. Now, at that exact moment, as I was saying all of this to myself in my head, my fita do Salvador (miracle ribbon from brazil) fell off. I have had this on since my second day in Salvador, Bahia in August 2008. It is something that I have come to notice and acknowledge on a daily basis since then. It became a part of me. As seen in this photo, it became part of everything.



I knew it was going to fall off, but when it actually did, I was completely taken off guard, and shocked. It hurt, I felt winded when I realized what had happened, as I held it in my hands. I thought back to the wishes I had made when I first got the ribbon, and it actually made some sense that it had fallen off when it did. I remember one wish having to do with being happy with me being me and another having to do with travel and adventure. Now, Over this year, I feel that I have done a lot of work in both areas, and am actually really happy with the outcome of both. However, I think that the travel/adventure section is yet to be finished.

Nonetheless, I feel really heartbroken over this. This was my on-going connection to the amazing life and love of Salvador. Yes, i have the tattoo in the same place to have a forever reminder of this amazing place and the amazing experience I had there. But, this was something tangible, fragile, that was still there. It made it seem so close, still. Like, It had just happened and I could still picture it all in my head, so vividly. But, now that it has fallen off a year and a half later, the length in time seems more real. And it hurts. Still. It makes me realize that I can;t keep holding on to something to make it feel like its still there. Rather, if I want it there, I need to make it be there.

Anyway, Happy belated Holiday season to the (non existent) people that browse through this from time to time. I have to say, 2009 was good to me. I'm sad its over, because it means time is moving toooooo fast. And I'm a bit sad I didn't do more during it. but... I did a lot, so I can't complain.

Highlights of '09
-First running race
-New York Trip
-Performing in CubaCaribe
-Pink hair
-Special Olympics
-Bruddy's Purple Heart Ceremony
-Finally trying to learn to Salsa dance
-Fixing my record player!
-Committing to my bicycle
-First Critical Mass
-4th of july at Dolores park!
-Sunbathing at the Russian River
-Yoga
-Learning Spanish
-Couchsurfing through Mexico
-Mexican Rockabilly and mi tatuaje de un calavera de azucar
-Turning 25
-Dancing with Tania Santiago and Aguas Da Bahia
-Tap dancing independently
-Crazy Awesome birthday bash(es)
-Kicking coffee for 2 weeks, then getting right back on it
-Holiday cooking and baking with my niece
-Russian River in the cold
-Me being Me











Thats all I can think of right now. I really can't complain about not doing everything. I did a whoooooole lot. And am happy about all of it.

I will end this by saying that I can't wait for 2010. Its gonna be awesome!!

Another year of adventure, dance, and musical obsessions. On that note...

Baile!

So, here I am. Just getting home from a dress rehearsal at Dance Mission with Aguas Da Bahia (afro brazilian). Its after midnight... I got to the space at 5pm, and I need to get up in less than 6 hours to go to work. My ankle is swollen, my body hurts, and I really need to sleep. But, I cannot complain about one damn thing. I was taking BART home tonight, and as I walking up the stairs to street level... I realized how freakin' lucky I am. I am doing what I love. Dancing, performing, living. Caffeine will get me through tomorrow morning, and Ice will soothe my ankle for a bit. Being able to do what I love, I wouldn't trade for the world.

Ok. I just really had to share. Now, sleeeeeeeeep!

So, I was supposed to go to a dance party tonight.... but, instead, gave into fuzzy sucks, tea, and netflix. This is what happens when I get home from an evening rehearsal and get all cozy-like.

So, I've been somewhat M.I.A. lately... more like busy-bee. But, all good things.
-My Brazilian company has a full weekend show at Dance Mission in less than 3 weeks!
-I have my first 'self representing' solo tap performance this weekend!

A few weeks back, I set my mind to finding solo tap performances, and within a week, I got one! I am soooo ridiculously excited. This is the first time I have ever done a performance in which I will be representing myself. So, naturally, I decided to create a new piece with a bit of music in the beginning. Needless to say, I have been working my ass off trying to get it done and polished ASAP. Creating a tap piece from scratch takes a lot of time... its a bit like writing a song- different rhythms, tempos, layers... all have to fit together. So, with just a couple of weeks and very limited access to a studio, my creative/rhythmic process has been really rushed. But, all will be well (awesome).

http://www.danceforanotherday.com/index.html

I'm listed as one of the performers. Just me! Yay!!

I like making things happen. It just feels so good.

And now my musical love...



I miss Mexico more than I can say.

Welcome to Grown up-ville

Many things have happened in the past month... Highlights include:

-new bangs
-minor knee injury
-many dance parties
-My roomie began packing to move across the country
-Officially entering my mid-twenties

For some reason, being 25 makes me feel like a "real adult." I loved 24, and I know I'm going to love 25. But, I feel a need to make things happen a bit more, if that makes sense... And I'm really okay with that. My 25th year celebration(s) was awesome! So much fun, such great people, lots of music and love! The kids/co-workers having a party for me was so great. And the other dance party, drink having, jukebox times were epic! Wow, i love my friends.

My 25th year comes with a 'while I'm 25' to-do list. Included on the list are:
-Improving my spanish (a lot)
-Throwing out a bunch of crap I never use
-Perform more
-Making my bed everyday
-Living in another country

I also want to be a lot more pro-active. but thats just a general idea. I really feel like this is my year to explore the world a bit more. I had a convo with a friend the other night... after a few drinks, we really knew what we were talking about (obviously). We got to talking about things we want to do in life, and she said 'I don't think the love of my life is in this state.' I replied with, very casually 'I don't think the love of my life is in this country.' Without even really thinking about it... it just came out, and I totally meant it. And I didn't know how much I meant it until that moment. (Not to say that I am actively searching for a person who is the love of my life, I'm not. I'm talking more... the act of experiencing life). So... its going to happen, and I cannot freakin' wait.

On a side note...

I can't stop watching 90210 on Hulu (thanks, Kate). Its just the best.

My current theme song. <3

Musical Obsession #1,898

A Monday Monday, false anticipation, coffee date, and new choreography. All done with this in the background.

Coming in Mid-October...